DERACINATE

Crit went well, there wasn't much in terms of negative feedback... and I wasn't dissatisfied with the project, and I didn't dislike it... but I just ddn't feel connected to it for some reason.

I think that the problem is more in my head, a "fear" of failing or of not being good enough or experimental or what the fuck EVER. I am working on getting over that.

food stuffs

one of these i would eat. the other... not so much.

sweater lint

a contradiction in terms (seemingly)

a film that can be touched but not seen. how vast is the liminal?

... and we're back!

break was full of exhaustion and burn out for me. I was de-motivated by my grade and totally sick of my work (especially after sitting in a bathtub full of crumpled plastic and paper for almost an hour on the solstice, watching videos I'd made over the quarter) but the first day of class was surprisingly refreshing and for as sheepish as I feel for giving my all last quarter (as opposed to giving more than my all, which I plan on doing this time around), I am excited once again! But this time around it's a more giddy, "I (we) can do it!" Rosie the Rivetter excitment, not the doe-eyed terrified excitement of last quarter.